Table for Two, Marla Miniano
Can I just say
Bolin makes the greatest goofiest faces and I loved, incredibly loved, how he was animated in the last episode
Secret wish: Asami is goofily animated in the next episodes
i miss being in a relationship
i am not ready to even consider being in one again
i wish i could stop at my mind’s first squeak of ‘wow he’s really cute’ but i don’t. instead the voice in my head repeats that thought over and over again as i sip my coffee and stretch my legs and steal a little peek of him at the counter. the voice intensifies when i scrutinize his face, marveling at the curve of his lips or at the little black crescents that are his eyelashes or at that adorable, messy mop of hair. i wonder what his life is like, if he cooks his own breakfast, if he lives alone or with friends, or if he has any allergies. the longer i stare at him, the faster my heart beats. a strong longing to have any sort of contact with him develops, as i smile when he smiles at a customer, and i look away, and blush, when he looks my way. in this short amount of time, i have become emotionally invested yet i have said not a single word to him. i groan, because i realizei won’t be able to speak properly to him as i will avoid his eyes because i’m afraid to lose myself into that sea of blue and spill my feelings, and though i had promised myself not to crush on anyone, fuck, it happened again. so i sit there, mentally scolding him, for being really cute, and my eyes, for betraying me and my resolve and for unfailingly finding him in the busy coffee shop.
I think you’ve put me aside as someone you might love someday, but someday I won’t be available. Love me now.
emma: i was walking down the street yesterday in new york. a woman taps me on the shoulder, she goes “i wrote a pocketful of sunshine.” i was like “shut up.” she was like “seriously, we’re not mad. it’s awesome. we’re totally into it. i wrote the song.” and i was like “your stupid song is still stuck in my head.”