It was ridiculous. Everything was absolutely bloody ridiculous. She had come to the point where she didn’t know if it was better to be close to him or to get as far away as possible. Pining for him when he wasn’t there may very well be torturous, but sitting next to him not being able to reach out, seeing his face so close yet not close enough – that really was the worst torture of it all. It was the bitter-sweet pain; the one she wanted and loathed at the very same time.

_{Wishing Only Wounds The Heart by Crookshanks.x}

letterstohim:

To him,

Maybe I’ve accepted it, but it’s still taking time to getting used to. Wondering is all I ever do. I wonder if you ever realized for a split second the feelings I had for you. I wonder if things would have been different if she didn’t come along. I wonder if you heard the sadness I tried to mask the moment you told me you like her. And the moment you two got together — tears weren’t even able to escape through my stillness. I hate thinking about it, but she’s officially yours now. It still surprises me that my two best friends are both fading away from me because of their relationship. It won’t ever be the same.

— From her

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